What's My Deal?

Sometimes I spend far too much time thinking. I conjure up all these crazy stories in my mind and then start my "what if?" way of thinking. I honestly can't even explain it because I'm sure it makes me sound crazy. I think my problem is, I hold way too many things in. I keep things to myself and don't do anything about it, until I can't take it anymore. But seriously? Who am I going to talk to about certain things? My roommates ignore me, my best friends at home are too far away to give me a hug when I start crying about things, and I always forget that things bother me when I'm with Danny..so why bother bringing it up then? So instead, I'm sitting here and when a sad song comes on..I just cry.

I'm looking for a song to sing,
Looking for a friend to borrow.
I'm looking for my radio.
So I might find a heart to follow.